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i might not be fond of tallahassee, but i love going there.  we all know why.  see there is a love and hate relationship going on here with tally.  i love it cause it has joe in it.  he goes to school, he’s got a place to stay, and he’s doing well.  but i hate it cause it has joe.  fuck i hate having to come back home after spending a wonderful weekend with him.  i try my best not to be *cough*emo*cough* but i feel so fuckin miserable when i’m not around him.

yesterday itself was hard enough.  after class, spending the evening with Tango aka my lovebug, i found myself going back home to nothing.  i hate that feeling.  did homework to pass the time, watched some star trek (tng), and just stared at my wall.  i hate to say it but the distance is definitely getting to me.  but like i told joe, i’d rather miss him, than have nothing to miss at all.

oh yeah, vday weekend, we made cupcakes… and love.