November 2010
1 post
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
April 2010
3 posts
blurp
finals week. it’s raining. mavs fails. lunia rules. i have an amazing bf.
oblargag!
almost done with school. keyword there: almost. i’m not too stressed about finals, but i definitely wanna blow this semester out of the water. phys 2 will probably be the hardest even though it’s not comprehensive. i really wanna ace that exam, and shit, i’m gonna do it.
but i digress, i don’t want to bore you with school nonsense. let’s talk about my lack of...
March 2010
1 post
empty sighs and wine
i recently discovered that craig owens has a side project with some other fabulous musicians. silly me just found out about it yesterday, but lucky me was able to download the new ep. and it’s scrumptious. is anyone cares, it’s isles and glaciers. good album, i’m really liking it so far.
on another note, i’m ready for this semester to be over. i know it’s only...
February 2010
4 posts
this is so hard.
i wish i knew the right thing to do.
should i just let him be free and do as he pleases?
or should i still pursue, in hopes that he matures?
he asks me not to give up on him yet, but yet i feel that at times he neglects the things i’ve asked him not to do.
this is so fuckin hard.
back to the grind
second day working out. i feel great. i forget how much i enjoy to run. i owe most of my motivation to joe. he says i look fine the way i am, but i wanna look better. i’ve been dividing my food into smaller portions, taking it with me to school so i can eat every 2-3 hours. i feel more responsible now for some reason. it’s funny, right before class, i’ll go out in the...
10 mins to post this
i might not be fond of tallahassee, but i love going there. we all know why. see there is a love and hate relationship going on here with tally. i love it cause it has joe in it. he goes to school, he’s got a place to stay, and he’s doing well. but i hate it cause it has joe. fuck i hate having to come back home after spending a wonderful weekend with him. i try my best not to...
MCS is on the new Alice in Wonderland soundtrack....
January 2010
5 posts
i love new music
this one is for juju, cause you got me hooked.
fuck all your clichés
i’m in the process of keeping myself busy, keeping my mind involved in school, and my heart in a good place. i need to be more motivated other than just getting by. i seem to feel in the past i just settled for passing grades, decent body weight, and a sort of A-OK life. i can say now that i’m in a great relationship, and he makes me want to be a better person. this might sound...
This song is for Edgar, because i just noticed...
December 2009
2 posts
The end and the beginning
as this fall semester comes to a close, i can admit it went by rather quickly. even though classes got more difficult and i have to take more time out of my day to study, or to do homework, i can say that these were a great 4 months. not only did i share it with a great man, but i made an amazing group of friends.
it’s funny how when i look back to the friendships i had in the past and...
i have no emotional ties to this song, other than...
October 2009
2 posts
The gayest straight couple.
Over the course of my 4 month relationship with Joe, I have come to learn what it feels like to really be in love, and really be gay. Now don’t jump the gun here and think i mean “gay” in the term of being homosexual, but just like the way we use gay to describe mostly anything: joe and i are the gayest straight couple ever. For the most part i was never the type of person to...